Sorry to all of you who checked this blog and found it private. I needed time to think without the temptation to write. I have been thinking about Said Situation (mentioned in previous posts) and trying to come to a final decision. I am doing my best to let go and it is working but as usual, it’s not easy. I don’t let go easily.
However… I need to let go of it. Of the anger, sadness and him. I wish I could tell him this or he would by some chance he’d read this. Why? So he’d know that I am tired of apologizing to him and dealing with that group. I’m tired of feeling scared of being who I am. I am tired of all of this shit.